2 more pounds gone.

So 2 more pounds gone. I am down to 179.
Jessica

2 pound weight loss plus I worked out.

So I lost 2 pounds today that has me so happy. I am now back down to my origanl weight that I was before all the stress of matt 's deployment got to me. Also I went and walked the golf couse this morning and let me tell u it wa shard because it was frezzing but I am so proud of myself. Yea go me.

Good Day

So laltely I have been eating whenever I was bores. Yet today I was good I had
soup at 380 caloires for a total of 2 servings
popcorn at 100 caloires
ww ravoili at 290 caloires and a diet SODA.

I am so proud of my self. Yea go me.

Update: weight

So since the 15 of october I have gained back 4 pounds. I have been eatign bad which is not a good thing. I have been able to maintain my weight which is good. Also I am getting back on my diet tomorrow. Today I chaged how I am eating. i am hoping that the change will show up tomorrow on the scale. I also plan on working out tomorrow and weight lifting agin. I also have changed my weight loss goal. I would like to get down to 125 pounds which is a realistic GoAL. Matt is suppposed to be home sometime next summer and my goal is to be down to 150 pounds. Wish me luck

Update: Matt Left

So Matt left on tuesday to go back to Iraq. It was very hard for me to let him go this time because I know it is going to be for a long period of time. The girls are doign ok it with him being ogne. It is me who is having a rough time dealing with it. I hate sleeping alone, I hate fixing dinner for just the 3 of us, I hate coming home to a empty house and know that he will not be here waiting for me. I hate the fact that he is gone before christmas. I think that is what makes it so much harder. He left before christmas and will not be here to spend the time with us. I am so over this war. I say drop a nuclear bomb in them and let them deal with it. I am sick of sending innocent gusy over there to lose thier life because of soemones else war.While I don't support the war Ido support are troops because are doing what they being old to do but damn it is pisses me off.