starting over

So this past month has been very stressful with school and my home life. This past month I went from 189.5 down to 181.5 and then ack up to 184.5. For this reason I have decieded that monday october 1st I will start my diet over again. I have not been able to workout so I am going to start walking the golf course again. I am so determined to get this weigth off tHAT I ma giving myself a little slack for being bad. So hopefully by the end of october I will be down to 175. I am hoping that the fact taht matt is leaving to go back to Iraq will not stress me out but we will have to see. Wish me luck because I need all the motivation I can get.

Better Week

So fianlly after a wek of not seeign a weight loss i AM FINALLYseeign a huge one. i am back down to what I was at the beggining of the month. I am so happy about this because I was at the point of wanting to give up and eat whatever I want. Especially right now dealing with all of my school issues and tryign to keep it together for my husband. It has been rough. Brandi I know u are in the same boat but keep it up. Love ya

Little irrated!!!!

So this past week my weight was coming off so fast that i was happy where it was. But this past few days my weight has gone up. It has gone up to 189 and I know why. I have been eating normal and tryign to workout but my colon is not working right and has had me stopped up for a few days. Gross I know but I am so tired of being eavy that I want it to come off.Hopefully I can get it back down but who knows.
Ps brandi have not changed the ticker because of the colon issues.

Good News Finally

So last week I called the doctor about the ultrasound I had in tme middle of July. She called me back the next day and told me that therewas nothign there so Thank godd. It was somethning I had been so worried about because you never know what could be wrong. I was a little upset that it took so long.

Christmas in November.

The family has decieded that we will have a small christmas celebration before matt leaves to go to Iraq. It will be soemtime in november but it makes me sad because I know It will be hard for him and us to have him gone during the hoiliday season.