sex

I so can not wait until matt is back because I am so horny. I know this gross but it is true. Having to go for 6-9 months without some can drive a person nuts. Can not wait until matt is home. I will defintley be busy then.

Going "HOME"

While many military spouse move home to be with thier family during a deployment, I have choosen not to. My family on the other hand thinks that I should drop everything and move back "home" with them. Yet I refuse to and here is the simple answer. My home is with my husband, my husband abd I have made Fort polk our home unitl we get out of the military. My home is where I am loved. While I know my family likes me they do not love. My husband(who is the greatest husband and father) has given up his freedom until 2009 so that I would feel love. My husband loves me regardless of the mistakes I have made.(which have been many). Home is where my husband is and right now my home is fort polk.

Also my family has never ever been supportive of me would never help me relaize my dreams of being a socila worker, yet my hsuband has taken on a 60k debt so that I can provide a better life for my kids.

Yet I do plan to go to my parnets home for visit I will never truly feel at home there because the man I love is fighting for our freedom.

Gained a pound but loss a inch

So after injuring my foot I was worried I would gain alot of weight back. While I have gained a pound back I have loss a inch off my waist/hips. I also loss half a inch off my abs. While I knew that I would gain some back after losing 5.5 last week. This I hve lost 3.5 pounds, I am very happy about the weight loss. I have been working out alot. I started using my biggest loser dvd and let me tell u I can feel the difference. My body is sore but only in my legs. Which is good because I need to lose a lot more weight off of my weight. THE good thing about losing weight is that alot of people ahve noticed it and tell me how great I looks. Makes me wonder what they thought of me when I was fat. Also another good/ bad thing is that all of my jeans are getting too big. This is good because it menas what I am doing is working. It is abd because it means I need to buy new clothes. Yet I am happy where I am and can't wait to lose more.

Grades

So my semsemter is finally over. I did really good even though it was a rough time with matt leaving.
In my
Online Human Behavior class I got a A
In Human Behavior 2 class I got a B
In my Generalists practice class I got a A.

All of theses classes are part of my social work degree. If I get a B or better in these classes I can get my masters degree and instead of it taking 2 years it will only take a year which is what I need.

Walking

So I have been havign alot of issues with my foot. I finally went to the doctor and he told me I have 2 torn ligaments. Yet instead of fixing it they put me in a air cast for the next six weeks and it could be a lot longer. So now I can't reach my 100 miles before christmas. I did make it to 75 miles. I figured this is a good thing.