Week 2 of Weigth Watchers

I this week have to say that this week was a tiny bit easier then last week. I did figure out that my body does better with a bigger breakfast and a smaller dinner so I have been trying to eat breakfast more. I also have been trying to do a detox bath at last once a week. This seems to help release alot of yucky toxinis. I have also been uping my water intake which is not wasy since I work from my car so much.  This week I as  going to focus on trying to elimnate stress. Lol



Starting Weight-218.7
Current Weight-212.5

Weigth lost to date:6.2

Failing!!!

Wow where do I begin. I have been trying to blog about my feelings and thoughts for the last few months but my brain looks like a kladescope. I have had a ton going on with my family, school and work. However the biggest thing for me sticking out is I feel like a failure. Yes I know that it takes two to make a marriage succeed and fail. However I still feel like a failure. 

I think a lot of the reason I feel this way is because I could have made the marriage work had I not been so selfish. I know that there are times we want to be selfish and I can say that my ex and I were both very selfish. In the end this selfishness affected all involved parties.  He moved on while I was not ready and honestly I don't think I will ever get over the way he hurt me. However he is remarried and I do wish him all the best. I just wish at the end of the day I did not feel this way.  However I keep on moving thru this thing we call life and I pray these feelings will go away because I know that this is where it was meant to be.

As humans it is hard for us to admit when we screwed up and so I have to say that I screwed up in a big way when it comes to him.

At the end of the day I know that while I did not succeed in this area I have in others. I am a great mom, I have a full time job which I am good at, I have put my spec thru 2 hopefully 3 college degrees all while raising kids.


At the end of the day I am not a failure. I am successful

Week One of Weight Watchers

So this past week I have been doing Weigth Watchers plus my crazy busy life. However despite a few bumps in the road I am pretty satisfied with my weight loss. I am hoping to lose 20 pounds by christmas. When I posted last Saturday I weighed 218.5 however when I weighed in on Sunday I was to 218.7.

Starting Weight-218.7
Week 1 Weight- 215.4

Weight Loss- 3.3lbs.

Life Change

So after many months and weeks of trying to lose weight, I have decided to start doing weight watchers. However this will not be easy as I am dealing with a  very hectic schedule. I am now working 6 days a week, going to school 3 days a week. Plus I will still have my kids and research papers.  And in other news I am getting remarried. Yes I was able to find someone who loves me for me. However due to a unhappy marriage I have managed to put back on almost a 100 pounds.


So my plan is to follow weigth watchers.  I know that it will not be easy but it will be worth it.

I plan on updating every Sunday night with my weight loss.

Starting Weight- 218.5(Ouch)

Goal Weight-140

5%-207.6

 218.5- 8/25/2012

218.5- 8/25/2012

Debt Snowflake Month 5

So we are heading into another month of paying off debt and while I have not updated in the last two months I decided that tonight was the night to update. You will notice that my capital one card went up a tiny bit and that is due to the fact that I went out of town and used it while out of town. I hope to pay it down quite a bit more in the next two month.

Capital one = June (3626), July (3804) = +178

AAMCO = June(0), July(0)= 0

Rooms to Go = June(932), July (0) = -932-Paid off.

USAA= June (7823), July (7619) = -204

Best Buy= June(998), July (1001)= +3 – I am so ready to have this one paid off.

Personal Loan= June(1000), July(700)-300

March Debt = 17194

April Debt= 16505

May Debt = 16056

June Debt= 14379

July Debt=13124

Amount of Debt Paid off from March to July= 4070(23.671%)

Amount of Debt paid off from June to July = 1255 (8.728%)