Matt has been gone for 32 days and in that time I have manged to lose 9 and a half pounds which is great. yet as the tiem goes by it makes it really hard becasue I need him here as my personal cheerleader.
A freind of mine here i having problmes with her spouse cheating on her and I am glad I will not have to be put in that situation because I do not know what I would do to him. I would probably kill him but taht is something you don't want to think about.
Since matt left I have not been sleepinf at all and it sucks. Yet in the moring after doing my wal I start to feel better and by 11 pm I am wide awake. i have tried taking stuff but it does not seem to be helping me at all. I just wish he would come home.
Matt I love you.