Wednesday, April 29, 2009


So I am less than 2 weeks away from graduation and while I am happy about the fact that I am finished I am scared to death because all I have know for the last 3 years is school and know I am needing to go back into the work force and work. I am also scared because Matt will be leaving the army and we will not have a guarnteed paycheck any more and while being a army wife has not always been easy it has been rewarding because it did allow mw a chance to finish my degree and we have been able to pay off most of our debt. Please pray for us as we make this trying and rough tranisition.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Life and Weightloss

So it has been a big struggle around here for me. I am busy trying to graduate from college whcih includes writing my 20 plus page research paper, plus trying to do 216 hours at my internship, and study for my fianls. Plus I am taking a spanish class that is kicking my butt. Also I am now workign 8 hours a week which is not alot but I drive a hour away to work. I am also stressed about the fact that Matt is getting out of the Army and we don't have jobs yet. I have been looking and so has matt. Yet I can't apply until after graduation and while Matt has a job interview with the Dallas Pd we are stressed because he has to take a poloygraph which he is not afrid of failing but he is just worried about it. At the same time we are trying to move and find a place to live since our home loan was denied.
While all this is going on I am trying to lose weight and it is it not happening. When I am stressed U eat so I have been doing bad. I weighed in today at 147 pounds and I have been up here since yesterday before that my weight was climbing. For this reason I have decided that if I can hold steady at 145 I will be happy.