starting over

So this past month has been very stressful with school and my home life. This past month I went from 189.5 down to 181.5 and then ack up to 184.5. For this reason I have decieded that monday october 1st I will start my diet over again. I have not been able to workout so I am going to start walking the golf course again. I am so determined to get this weigth off tHAT I ma giving myself a little slack for being bad. So hopefully by the end of october I will be down to 175. I am hoping that the fact taht matt is leaving to go back to Iraq will not stress me out but we will have to see. Wish me luck because I need all the motivation I can get.