So for the last few months I have been holding at 181. No matter what I do I cannot break this number. I have managed to do it once but I get right back up to 181. My body is happy at this weight but my head and heart are not. I want to hit the 140s so bad that I can feel it. So I am going to try a week of the nutrisytem program and see how good i do on that. It is expensive but I have found it somewhat cheaper on ebay. I have not been able to workout as much as I would like but hopefully that will changeonce Matt is gone. We shall see.