There have been many challenges in my life yet going thru this deployment has been so hard on me. I feel as if I am a single mom yet I have my husband but he is not here. I have no one that I can turn to when I am having a bad day( Brandi u are there but u have your own life) so I keep everything inside of be because I do not want to worry matt yet everytime I talk to matt I break down because I am so worried about him not making it ack. He tells me not to worry but it is hard when I know that he is in so much danger over there.
I keep thinking that if I make it thru this deployment then I will be stronger because of it. Yet there are times when I do not feel like this deployment will end.
Bascially deployments suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!