So it has been a big struggle around here for me. I am busy trying to graduate from college whcih includes writing my 20 plus page research paper, plus trying to do 216 hours at my internship, and study for my fianls. Plus I am taking a spanish class that is kicking my butt. Also I am now workign 8 hours a week which is not alot but I drive a hour away to work. I am also stressed about the fact that Matt is getting out of the Army and we don't have jobs yet. I have been looking and so has matt. Yet I can't apply until after graduation and while Matt has a job interview with the Dallas Pd we are stressed because he has to take a poloygraph which he is not afrid of failing but he is just worried about it. At the same time we are trying to move and find a place to live since our home loan was denied.
While all this is going on I am trying to lose weight and it is it not happening. When I am stressed U eat so I have been doing bad. I weighed in today at 147 pounds and I have been up here since yesterday before that my weight was climbing. For this reason I have decided that if I can hold steady at 145 I will be happy.