Matt might be home soon. He could end up going back over there.
This has been really hard because he is having a rought time and I feel like it is my fault because he did not have to go into until I got pregnant with my second child. I feel like if something happens to him it will be my fault.
I know I should not feel ths way but it has been hard without by myside. I ahve not been sleeping and I feel like it is starting to take a toll on my health and my diet. I will be goign home in a few weeks so I am praying that that will help but I am unsure right now.