Last Night I had a dream that Matt had come home from Iraq. The dream was so real that I could almost feel him next to me in bed. In the dream Matt came hoem but he was so different THAT it was almost scary. I know that happens to most guys who go over there. They leave as one person and come back a completely different person because of what they have seen. I am praying taht matt does not come back different because I would be afraid that he will start to become abusive because that is what usually happens.