So the last few days have been really hard because I am so missing him. It seems like I wake up every morning wondering if HE will make it home. I then go to bed thinking out how much I am missing him in bed. The things I miss the most are the small things, like him starting a bth for me. going bowling, having someone to help me with the girls. I AM so counting down until he will be home but who knows when that will be because there i s arumor they will be home ealry which would be great. I will keep everyone posted.