No more pain

So since last june I have been having a lot of neck pain. It has gotten really bad in the last few months and has moved to my shoulders. The bad thing is that I would wake up wit the pain and have the pain all the way until bed time. I saw a neurologists last fall and she put me on a muscle relaxer which helped for about a week and thne it was back. When I went to the dr today I asked her if there were any meds to stop the pain and she gave me a med that helps people with arthisis. Well the drug was workign within a hour. I am no longer in pain and that has helped me so much. Woo hoo.

Breast Part 4

So I SAW the dr today and she agreed that it would be good for me to get the reduction especially since I have lost 60 pounds. She put my referral in and I know have to wait for my insurance company to approve it. So we shall know by next week if they will approve it.

Long Week

So this week I went back to school and oh my god it was a long week and it is still not over. My classes are going to be fun but they are goign to be alot of work. In each of my classes I ahve at least 3 projects due and in some classes more projects are due.

As for my weight loss it has been rough getting the weigth off. I got back up to 172 but now I am back down to 169.5 which is good but it is not enough. I have more weigth to go. I have been able to get to the gym 3 times this week which has helped but I am so worn out I am not sure if I will be going again until monday.

as for matt he is doing ok in Iraq but has been sick. He got food poisionign from bad eggs. Otherwise he is doing great.

So lonely

So these last few days coming ack form our vacation has een really tough because in Florida I ahd my family plus Matt's family to hang out with. Here I have a few friends. I do not sleep unless I take a pill hence why I ma blogging at 145 in the morning. I did not take my pill. I now understand why some spouses cheat when thier spouse is away. I DO not support but I understand. A person needs human contact and when they are all alone for long periods of tiem they stop feeling loved. Matt has made sure that he talks to be everyday and if he can't eh emails at odd times. I love my time with him online and our emails because we have both learned so much about each other that we did not know.I learned that when we were dating he wanted me to ahve a 3 some. He learned that I still have alot of trust issues. Iwould haverathered had learned these things face to face but right now I will take what I get whoch soemtimes is not enough.

I am also sick of havign no one to cuddle up to. I miss him so bad.

Breast Part 3

So I made my appt to see my doctor but I have to wait until next friday and then see what she says. I am hoing they will agree with me becuase I have lost 60 pounds but my boobs have not gone down much at all. I amd hping. Please pray for me.