weekend and all

This weekend has been tough. On saturday morning I got the worst call of my life. My Husband was calling me to tell me that his truch had been hit by something in iraq. Needless to say I was a wreck i was crying and boo hoo bawling but I think I am allowed. My husband say he is fine that he only has a concussion. Needless to say i am not alright. I have been tryimg to stick to my diet but last night I was feelign overwhlemed so I ate cookies and I mean alot probably 20 easily. The good thing is that my weight is holding steady at 221 which because I do not want to weigh 230 ever again. I have not been able to work out because my oldest daughter is not in daycare and will not walk with me. Yet I have stairs in my new house which I think is helping me alot. Please keep us in your prayers as we go thur this trying time.