Food

These last two weeks have been rough. It has been a wierd adjustment getting back into the routine of doing everything myself. I feel as if my life is at a stand still. I keep expecting matt to walk back in the front door and me go make dinner and us have family time. Now most nights I don't even feel like eating dinner or even cooking dinner for myself. Like Today all I had was a 100 caliore granola bar, a 120 caloire granola bar,a bag of popcorn that had a hundered caliores , 1 blueberry waffle which had 50 which includes butter and syrup and half of a ww meal which was maybe 90 cliores. This has me a little it worried because I know I need to eat more but the thought of food has me sick.