Keeping things real and honest is something that I am having to learn how to do.
When my marriage to Matt ended I was worried about the fact that I would not find someone so what did I do. I ran stupidly into a mans arms and a relationship that moved fast however things were not as they seemed with him and I decided that I did not want to be with him.
However to keep it real I only started looking for a man to fill the void I had inside myself. For so long I had been with Matt and did not know how to be alone. However when push comes to shove I have to learn how to stand on my own two feet and that means loving myself and being happy with what I have accomplished.
There are not many women who can stay that they completed college while caring for two small children while their spouse was in Iraq. Many women are not juggling 2 kids an their schedules, plus working 40 hours and going to school to get a masters degree and yet I have managed to do all that.
It is time for me to stand on my own two feet and be happy with what I have.