So as I mentioned earlier by spouse and I have decided that a divorce was the best thing not only for us but also for our girls because we were no happy and we did not want them to grow up that way. Because of this my spouse has found someone who I hopes makes him happy however while I am having fun talking and may meet a new guy at some point I am just going to sit back and wait to see what happens.
However with any divorce there are several things that must change and the first is that the girls and I will be moving to an apartment. While the girls are sad about that I am not because I am ready to have a life where I can choose what to do with out my ex around.
I am also going to be working on getting my weight back under control. This will be done by getting a gym membership and going to the gym at least 4 times a week. I am hoping to lose about 40 pounds whcih will get me back down to at least 140. I am going to also start doing the HCG diet. Hopefully I will be able to stick to it more since I will not have to feed my ex. Woo hoo