Sunday, February 19, 2012
So this past week has definitely been trying but I have to say it has been better than I thought it would be. The hardest part is when my kids go to their dads. This past week they went over there on Monday and after they went to school I ran a few errands and then went to the gym for several hours. Tuesday was probably the hardest day since it was Valentine day but I worked and then I went to the gym again for several hours. Wednesday was good because I had work and school. Thursday was alot better since I got my kids back and then Friday struck. What an awful day. I took my kids to school, and then came home to get ready for work. Then I was attempting to drive to my visit and my car freaking broke down. Well of course I had to have it towed because it would go no where. Come to find out it was my transmission. I am waiting on my final cost but praying not to bad. I did have to get a rental. Otherwise this week has been pretty good. I have had some rough patches but I have been working thru it with my BFF and my therapist. I have also come to accept that while my marriage is done I do have to work with him for my kids sake. I will also have to come to accept the fact that he will be getting married soon. While it was not easy to see that he could move on so fast I have come to realize that I will not move that fast because I do enjoy having my life as my own. This next book in my life will be great and I will come out stronger and better because of it.